tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32042413602316616132011-07-08T14:19:10.741+08:00Shandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11380656411258230360noreply@blogger.comBlogger81100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3204241360231661613.post-33698990787129821122010-08-23T21:42:00.001+08:002010-08-23T21:42:35.810+08:00A familiar kid amidst a sea of faces.<br />You’re trapped but you’re never set free.<br />You cut, to let your anguish free.<br />You cry, to make things feel better.<br />But you’re never understood.<br />And there’s this voice in your head.<br />It tells you that you’ll never make it out.<br />You know it’s true.<br />You deny those thoughts and bottle them up.<br />It kills you slowly and swiftly.<br />Go on, the voice says.<br />Tell them all about me, he plead.<br />Let them see what a nutcase you truly are, he beckoned.<br />It tempts you, that little voice.<br />But you know it’s true.<br />You know they’ll all laugh at you for being an idiot. <br />They’ll think you’re just kidding.<br />Because you’re normal to them.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3204241360231661613-3369899078712982112?l=manufacturedsmiles.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11380656411258230360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3204241360231661613.post-8004502521853685112010-03-24T17:44:00.002+08:002010-03-24T17:46:39.786+08:00I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.I don't know.<br />But neither do you know how I feel.<br />Because the last time I checked, you're not the only one who lost a friend.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3204241360231661613-800450252185368511?l=manufacturedsmiles.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11380656411258230360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3204241360231661613.post-57184416280025610412010-03-04T12:15:00.002+08:002010-03-04T12:16:10.943+08:00:( im upset.<br />why is our friendship like that?<br />seriously what do you stand to gain,<br />being all like that.<br />should tomorrow still continue?<br />or shall we just stop our nonsense here?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3204241360231661613-5718441628002561041?l=manufacturedsmiles.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11380656411258230360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3204241360231661613.post-75695461156221532432010-02-25T21:47:00.002+08:002010-02-25T21:52:34.790+08:00What you like in a guy(things i like would be in red.)<br /><br /><br />1. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">brown hair | black hair | blonde hair | red hair</span><br /><br />2.<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"> tall | short | same height as you</span><br /><br />3. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">ear piercings | eyebrow piercings | snake bites | no piercings | other</span><br /><br />4.<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"> tattoos | no tattoos | idgaf</span><br /><br />5. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">skater | punk | player | indie | cowboy | musician | prep | jock | other</span><br /><br />6.<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"> shy | outgoing | in between</span><br /><br />7. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">mellow | hyper | loud | quiet</span><br /><br />8. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">blue eyes | brown eyes | green eyes</span><br /><br />9. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">wears tight jeans | wears normal jeans | other</span><br /><br />10. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">converse | vans | nikes | skate shoes | other</span><br /><br />11. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">listens to: metal | rap | indie | classic rock | country | all | other</span><br /><br />12.<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"> compliments too much | compliments when necessary</span><br /><br />13.<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"> jokes around all the time | jokes when necessary</span><br /><br />14. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">sensitive | hides emotion | acts tough</span><br /><br />15. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">hobbies: computer | music | skating | sports | drawing | fishing | other</span><br /><br />16.<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"> loves to hold | loves to be held</span><br /><br />17.<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"> tons of muscles | fit | skinny | chubby</span><br /><br />18. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">pale | average | tan | dark</span><br /><br />19. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">cusses a lot | never cusses | moderatly cusses | only cusses around friends | who even gives a damn</span><br /><br />20. <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">wavy hair | curly hair | straight hair | long hair | longish hair | short hair<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I believe love is unconditional ;)<br />It is never about the appearance.<br />Love the person for everything he is and everything he is not.<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3204241360231661613-7569546115622153243?l=manufacturedsmiles.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11380656411258230360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3204241360231661613.post-34993396414496899732010-02-25T20:54:00.002+08:002010-02-25T21:06:00.349+08:00YEAH BABYYYYY CANT WAIT FOR TMRRR:)<br />LUVLUVLUVLUVLUVYAYAYYA!<br />:*<br />Shandy is a happy girl:)))))<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3204241360231661613-3499339641449689973?l=manufacturedsmiles.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11380656411258230360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3204241360231661613.post-28861926261180548542010-02-24T19:04:00.002+08:002010-02-24T19:31:39.876+08:00Okay<br />I'm sick today:(<br />and this sucks.<br />and because i did not attend cca ytd,<br />my teacher called my dad up.<br />Really wasting my parents time you know?<br />Seriously, i always feel that I'm living in a world of doubt<br />where people just cannot drop their suspects.<br />Please, get a life.<br />Learn to trust.<br />And if you cant, its only because you haven't been honest with others<br />Or yourself.<br />Why can't we all trust, and love and stop judging?<br />Isn't this what the world is all about at the end of the day?<br />Shouldn't we put our differences aside?<br /><br />Apart from that,<br />why are people suffering for love?<br />Shouldn't love be blissful?<br />Isn't that why we want love?<br />Or is it really a deception?<br />Why would you want to do something<br />that actually hurts?<br />Love is a giving thing.<br />It is'nt something to possess.<br />It aint an item.<br />People please please always remember this.<br />And it is only when you learn to let go<br />that you'll truly learn to love someone.<br />That is what love's about.<br />Screw all the hating and vengeance.<br />Screw all that.<br />Screw all the people who makes love<br />seem harder than it actually is.<br />Screw it all.<br />Yeah Screw itscrewit.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3204241360231661613-2886192626118054854?l=manufacturedsmiles.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11380656411258230360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3204241360231661613.post-39386601203306244942010-02-22T20:21:00.002+08:002010-02-22T20:23:57.248+08:00Scrapped knees,<br />"Help Please".<br />Broken Limbs,<br />You beam.<br />Bleeding face,<br />Your disgrace.<br />So then<br />Let your fun begin<br />Tie her with barbed wires.<br />And stuff her mouth with old tires.<br />Bury her deep deep down<br />and she's never gonna be found.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3204241360231661613-3938660120330624494?l=manufacturedsmiles.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11380656411258230360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3204241360231661613.post-57976505721328090432010-02-22T20:06:00.002+08:002010-02-22T20:16:31.775+08:00Hey, I'm finally back from my longlonglong hiatus.<br />To start things on a fresher and brighter note,<br />I cantt wait forward for this Friday's gathering @ my crib.<br />but truly, even the thought of it cant spark my feelings up.<br /><br />I've been thinking a lot today.<br />clearly our friendship's lost.<br />and what's lost can not found again, right?<br />So Ive decided to let it go.<br />FINALLY SHANDY.<br />HAHAHAHAHA<br />DROWN ME SILLYYYYY!<br />HAHHAHA!<br />I've been called crazzyyyy by certain someone:P<br />OFTEN MUCH!?!?!?<br />That person sucks.<br />Really.<br />Really.<br />REALLY!<br />Okay maybe not :)<br />Okay I'm gonna go ask ___ to read this now.<br />NOW<br />NOW<br />NOWWWWW!<br />YEAHHHHHHHH:)<br />peace out matesss:*<br />PSPSPSPS I LOVE BEING CALLED CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYY:))))))<br /><br />shit nowadays i feel damn fake.<br />i guess my blog address says it all.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3204241360231661613-5797650572132809043?l=manufacturedsmiles.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Shandyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11380656411258230360noreply@blogger.com0